damn.

i just found out that my friend of 5 year just got arrested for murder. maybe i dont know people how i thought i did or maybe its a mistake. but all i know is that this shit is affecting me more than i thought it would. \: have you ever had something bad happen then, analyze everything you could have even possibly had to with it. i know i couldnt have stopped it, i just wish i could have. the shit he did was crazy was un called for, & im not gonna say "free turk" cause he needs to learn, but he doesnt deserve life in prison, hes only 16 ): dumb ass desicions, those 16 kids now have NO parents. the consequences of his actions are bigger than i think anyone imagined. national fucking television. maybe i need to re-evaluate my friendships; because i know cant handle this shit again.