damn.

i just found out that my friend of 5 year just got arrested for murder. maybe i dont know people how i thought i did or maybe its a mistake. but all i know is that this shit is affecting me more than i thought it would. \: have you ever had something bad happen then, analyze everything you could have even possibly had to with it. i know i couldnt have stopped it, i just wish i could have. the shit he did was crazy was un called for, & im not gonna say "free turk" cause he needs to learn, but he doesnt deserve life in prison, hes only 16 ): dumb ass desicions, those 16 kids now have NO parents. the consequences of his actions are bigger than i think anyone imagined. national fucking television. maybe i need to re-evaluate my friendships; because i know cant handle this shit again.

aye aye ayeee

i havent done this ish in a long ass time. (:

but uh, how come guys be thinkin speakin spanish is sexy, knowin they dont understand the shit. like i be sayin stuff in spanish & the response ? "(silence)what that mean ?" shit yall should know context clues or some shit, dont you have to take 2 years to graduate !? anyone willing to explain it to me, would be GREAT.

anyhoo, i work at the track right ? & i was workin that prize shit the other day and this big as girl come up, i mean HUGE. couldnt be more than 14 years old. & the chinese people i work with dont understand that 'keep the thoughts to yourself" thing. and the mom asks the 14 yr old "wheres your sister ?" & what did my sweetheart of a coworker say ?" check her stomach" LMFAO. i DIED laughing. (: thank god the mom couldnt understand her. and to top it all fuckin off, the girl got ALL candy, like 6 fun dips, 100 tootsie rolls, 50 laffy taffys & im like shit, no wonder. (: she walked away & all i could think is "that bitch dont walk, she waddles."


speakin of that shit, i hafta get ready for work.

byee; its all love.